Second Hand Time

Time is passing
My heart is swelling
The moments are linking together

I am about to have an adventure
I can feel the excitement
It will be soon

The sense of anticipation increases

After the event
I am lost 

I wash myself clean
with abstract thoughts
They are transparent as water

Words cannot describe what I am
Images cannot describe what I am
Sounds cannot describe what I am

All stops
Thinking stops
I cease to exist once again